Wow...I must really be out of it if I'm posting here, ne? 
Let's see...
Hmm..
I have no idea what's going on with me you know? 
I think I'm going insane, and I really, really want an iTunes card. XD I have musics I want! >3<
Holly is driving me crazy, I really don't want any contact with her anymore, and she guilted me into putting her back onto my damn friends list...
It's her birthday today. Whoo-hoo.
*sigh*

Whoo...I'm...I'm back o.o Um...wow...I guess this comes from lying awake all of last night thinking of diffrent things to say. .-. Oh well. I'm in school now, and, whee. We can go on LJ. Yay. I need to remember the password for my other account...I want to do some ranting on there.

What the hell is going on anymore...I can't stand it. All that is going through my mind is cutting. First the thing from the skating rink, then I remembered that I have to update that goddamn fan fiction for Chelsea, then, I get online, and the first thing I do is get a link to LJ, because I couldn't sleep, and I read something, and guess what it's about? Cutting. Goddamn it all. I haven't cut myself for a few months, and the scars on my wrist are nearly gone, but, damnit, right now, it's about all I can think about. Fuck everything. Skating, sure, it's great exercise and what not, but, it's an escape for me, I skate around and around, trying to out run my thoughts, tonight, I skated to the point of near falling, it seems the faster I skate, the slower the thoughts come, sadly, tonight was an exception.

I'm sorry to anyone who had to read this, but, I had to get it out somewhere.

Would you ever...
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] give me your screenname? ______________
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?

[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?


AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?


Lets see how well you guys really like me ^__~

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] gotten shit faced with me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] thinking about me?
[_] going to repost this?

B:

Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile

Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown

Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."

Mou, I haven't posted a postey post on here since August...Well, I guess it's time for me to do so, eh? So...where to begin? Hmmmm...*ponders* I mean, it's so hard to decide what to post in this thing, do I put this, or that? I don't want anyone going, "HOMIGOSH! You, like SO, didn't tell me this Kiki, I thought we were friends!' And then me feeling all bad and shit. So, I don't post much on here, perhaps I would if I thought people actuly cared what I write, but it seems like noone does, so, I dunno...comment if you do read my journal, please, and maybe I'll be more inclined to post in it.

Anyway, that was a little ranting, moving on now.

Uhm.............See? I can't think of anything worthwhile to post in here. My life is just way too boring,

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Bwhahahahahahaha! I love my backround! It is the purdyest! and it was drawn by my friend, who _katteh_ didn't want me to meet, well, I met her anyway! *grins* She is the bestest drawer ever! Anyways...I'm sick. It's not fun being sick. I shouldn't be up this late...but I am...so deal with it n_n