Current mood:	exhausted
Current music:	Love Heals -- Rent Movie soundtrack

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What the hell is going on anymore...I can't stand it. All that is going through my mind is cutting. First the thing from the skating rink, then I remembered that I have to update that goddamn fan fiction for Chelsea, then, I get online, and the first thing I do is get a link to LJ, because I couldn't sleep, and I read something, and guess what it's about? Cutting. Goddamn it all. I haven't cut myself for a few months, and the scars on my wrist are nearly gone, but, damnit, right now, it's about all I can think about. Fuck everything. Skating, sure, it's great exercise and what not, but, it's an escape for me, I skate around and around, trying to out run my thoughts, tonight, I skated to the point of near falling, it seems the faster I skate, the slower the thoughts come, sadly, tonight was an exception.

I'm sorry to anyone who had to read this, but, I had to get it out somewhere.